Tag: submissive

Daily Tasks

March 15th, 2023
Mister has asked me to do many things. I gladly do them, even if I am hesitant or nervous, feeling comfort in my submission. Some of these are humiliating, some soothing, some training and some, like todays, are warm.

Think of three things that you are happy about.

This seems simple. Deceivingly simple.

Things that make me happy
- Water – Rivers, Lakes, Creeks, oceans
- Forest – in the old trees, with the ground littered with deadfall and pine needles, soft muskeg beneath my feet
- Rocks – nature and power, I can feel the energy of ages
But my mind is always over thinking. This is something that *makes* me happy, but is it something I am happy about? I am happy that they exist, but I’m not sure that was the intent.

Things that I need to be happy
- Trust/Truth – honesty is paramount to me
- Knowledge – I love learning new details and tidbits, even if I wont remember them for long
- Family/Connection – blood or those I’ve let in. I need these people
Again, things that I *need* not necessarily what I am happy about.

Things that I am happy about
- I am happy that I have friends and family that I can trust, who I believe are honest with me, who I’ve shown parts of my true self
- I am happy that I am healthy enough to enjoy all the nature that makes me happy. I am also getting healthier every day
- I am happy that I am at a stage in life that is stable and allows me to better myself
This – feels – right

Thank you Mister for encouraging me to see the happiness around me
Things I like about sucking cock

February 28th, 2023

✨Running my tongue up and down the shaft and feeling every vein

✨That first drop of precum – so tasty

✨The moment that the tip passes the back of my mouth and into my throat – so satisfying

✨Hearing the cock owners ragged breathing as they get closer to relief

✨The slight embarrassment and helplessness when I am being forcefully face fucked

✨Edging the cock and hovering with my mouth so close to the tip that my breath is felt, occasionally flicking my tongue and teasing the tip

✨Cum – whether it’s deep in my throat, in my mouth, or all over my face or body

✨Being slapped in the face and teased with the cock when all I want is it in my mouth
Reasons to allow Princess to cum

February 10th, 2023

1. Princess is always trying to be a very good girl and cumming makes her happy which makes Mister happy.

2. Mister loves to make Princess orgasm so much she shakes and begs to stop.

3. Princess’s jar needs more pearls for contrast. We must make it pretty for Mister.

4. Princess should put her new waterproof blanket to good use. Mister wouldn’t want her to have spent money needlessly.

5. Mister loves the cuddly and content subby that princess becomes after orgasming
Control

November 28th, 2022

I say I don’t want control. I want to submit.

Mister likes me to ask. He wants me to be uncomfortable by asking, going against my nature. He loves seeing me give in and be embarrassed. He likes the idea of His pretty princess begging like the cumslut she is for Him.

Part of me wants to protest and say no, you are my Mister and you tell me what to do. But I’m beginning to see that might be me trying to keep control in a roundabout way.

Every time I obey and ask I am pleasing Him. I am submitting to what He wants. His wants are important to me and I will do anything within my limits. He takes care of me so I will take care of Him.

My submission is evolving and I am very proud.
November 15th, 2022

I know I desire to be told I’m a good girl, hearing the appreciation/pride in someones voice. I want to have that warm feeling inside when I know that I’ve done something just right to please them. I’d love to be able to just let go and trust that they have my best interests in mind as I struggle with myself to complete a task. I want a safe place to explore things, things I would not usually do.
November 9th, 2022

I am a water baby. Mister knows me and knows that I love everything to do with water and how it calms me. Our first play time ended with a shower. I sat at his feet with my lovely Lola filling me, watching Him, admiring Him, worshipping Him. When He was ready He helped me to my knees and proceeded to use my mouth for His pleasure. I had been practicing for weeks so that my throat would be open for Him, however deep He wanted to go. It paid off and I was a lucky Princess and got my throat filled with his cum.
November 8th, 2022

Sometimes breaks are needed to gather oneself and reflect. However it is nice to also get back into the routine. Know what’s expected and know my place. I feel safe, protected and cared for in my submission.
November 7th, 2022

I am grateful to have a Mister who, while honouring my boundaries and limits, also helps me grow in ways to better serve. My submission is my greatest gift and I give it freely and eagerly to him.
Quotes

November 4th, 2022

Some wonderful quotes I have come across

“There is absolutely an aspect of willing submission that is freeing or empowering for many people. I have a very strong belief in respect for women and other people but I also love to see the struggle. I really like D/s scenes without physical bondage because of the willing submission. To be crass but succinct, I love to spit in a partners mouth, but I want her to want me to spit in her mouth.”
– Lemon Merengue

“I’m offering you my pain. My blood. My pleasure. [Secondly], I’m offering you the right to whip and fuck. To debase and harm. [Lastly], I’m offering to fight your needs with my own. I’m willing to join you in the darkness and find pleasure in excruciating pain. I’m willing to be your monster, Q.”
― Pepper Winters, Tears of Tess

“It’s hard for an educated woman to turn her head off. That’s part of the joy of being a submissive. None of the decisions are yours. When you can’t refuse anything and can’t even move, those voices in your head go silent. All you can do, and all you are permitted to do, is feel.“
Cherise Sinclair

“In the world there is nothing more submissive and weak than water. Yet for attacking that which is hard and strong nothing can surpass it.”
Laozi
November 3rd, 2022

There is a lot of talk in the lifestyle around trust. How the Dom must earn the trust of their sub.

I trust Mister. He has integrity and follows through, he genuinely cares about my well being, and he is as open and honest as he can be. He is truly fantastic.

What’s not talked about as much is how the Dom must also trust their sub. Trust them to speak up when they are at their most vulnerable. It takes courage to stand up for one’s self when in the submissive position. Being honest during and after a scene can be hard, but it is so important that often it is made part of the agreement.

Mister empowers me. He encourages me and builds me up so that I can use my voice, even when it’s only a whisper. He validates my feelings and helps me work through them. He is deserving of everything I can possibly give to him.

Tag: submissive

Daily Tasks

Things I like about sucking cock

Reasons to allow Princess to cum

Control

Quotes