My love is not bound to only one person. It is not a limited supply. My social battery is, but love is plentiful.
Being in one relationship does not negate my other relationships. Each is separate, unique and treasured to me.
Sometimes the pain in my head is too much. All I want is for it to go away. I need someone to beat all the negative feelings out so all that is left is an empty shell that needs filling. That void can be filled with whatever that person would like. Hopefully I picked someone I can trust who will fill it with good. But regardless, I am no longer in control.