Category: Daily Message

Control

November 28th, 2022

I say I don’t want control. I want to submit.

Mister likes me to ask. He wants me to be uncomfortable by asking, going against my nature. He loves seeing me give in and be embarrassed. He likes the idea of His pretty princess begging like the cumslut she is for Him.

Part of me wants to protest and say no, you are my Mister and you tell me what to do. But I’m beginning to see that might be me trying to keep control in a roundabout way.

Every time I obey and ask I am pleasing Him. I am submitting to what He wants. His wants are important to me and I will do anything within my limits. He takes care of me so I will take care of Him.

My submission is evolving and I am very proud.
November 16th, 2022

Compromise is a difficult thing but when it comes to relationships it is a necessity.
November 14th, 2022

In darkness thoughts have a tendency to fester and mutate.
November 10th, 2022

My tendency when feeling down is to pull into myself and shut everyone out. My rules are to be open and honest so I must fight that tendency and let Mister know. I don’t always succeed at this but I do put my best effort in and I am improving. Letting someone in is scary. Mister can’t always help but He appreciates being aware and I feel cared for.

Sometimes we get in our own way and I am slowly learning that I don’t have to solve everything on my own.
November 9th, 2022

I am a water baby. Mister knows me and knows that I love everything to do with water and how it calms me. Our first play time ended with a shower. I sat at his feet with my lovely Lola filling me, watching Him, admiring Him, worshipping Him. When He was ready He helped me to my knees and proceeded to use my mouth for His pleasure. I had been practicing for weeks so that my throat would be open for Him, however deep He wanted to go. It paid off and I was a lucky Princess and got my throat filled with his cum.
November 8th, 2022

Sometimes breaks are needed to gather oneself and reflect. However it is nice to also get back into the routine. Know what’s expected and know my place. I feel safe, protected and cared for in my submission.
November 7th, 2022

I am grateful to have a Mister who, while honouring my boundaries and limits, also helps me grow in ways to better serve. My submission is my greatest gift and I give it freely and eagerly to him.
Quotes

November 4th, 2022

Some wonderful quotes I have come across

“There is absolutely an aspect of willing submission that is freeing or empowering for many people. I have a very strong belief in respect for women and other people but I also love to see the struggle. I really like D/s scenes without physical bondage because of the willing submission. To be crass but succinct, I love to spit in a partners mouth, but I want her to want me to spit in her mouth.”
– Lemon Merengue

“I’m offering you my pain. My blood. My pleasure. [Secondly], I’m offering you the right to whip and fuck. To debase and harm. [Lastly], I’m offering to fight your needs with my own. I’m willing to join you in the darkness and find pleasure in excruciating pain. I’m willing to be your monster, Q.”
― Pepper Winters, Tears of Tess

“It’s hard for an educated woman to turn her head off. That’s part of the joy of being a submissive. None of the decisions are yours. When you can’t refuse anything and can’t even move, those voices in your head go silent. All you can do, and all you are permitted to do, is feel.“
Cherise Sinclair

“In the world there is nothing more submissive and weak than water. Yet for attacking that which is hard and strong nothing can surpass it.”
Laozi
November 3rd, 2022

There is a lot of talk in the lifestyle around trust. How the Dom must earn the trust of their sub.

I trust Mister. He has integrity and follows through, he genuinely cares about my well being, and he is as open and honest as he can be. He is truly fantastic.

What’s not talked about as much is how the Dom must also trust their sub. Trust them to speak up when they are at their most vulnerable. It takes courage to stand up for one’s self when in the submissive position. Being honest during and after a scene can be hard, but it is so important that often it is made part of the agreement.

Mister empowers me. He encourages me and builds me up so that I can use my voice, even when it’s only a whisper. He validates my feelings and helps me work through them. He is deserving of everything I can possibly give to him.
November 2nd, 2022

One of the most difficult things about being submissive is not obeying as some may think at first. No, it’s being completely open and honest with Mister at all times.

Pain and punishments are only fleeting but opening myself up and bearing my soul, my inner most thoughts and my insecurities – that is something that is exposed forever.

Category: Daily Message

Control

Quotes