A submissive's journey

  • I am grateful to have a Mister who, while honouring my boundaries and limits, also helps me grow in ways to better serve. My submission is my greatest gift and I give it freely and eagerly to him.

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  • Quotes

    Quotes

    Some wonderful quotes I have come across

    “There is absolutely an aspect of willing submission that is freeing or empowering for many people. I have a very strong belief in respect for women and other people but I also love to see the struggle. I really like D/s scenes without physical bondage because of the willing submission. To be crass but succinct, I love to spit in a partners mouth, but I want her to want me to spit in her mouth.”
    – Lemon Merengue

    “I’m offering you my pain. My blood. My pleasure. [Secondly], I’m offering you the right to whip and fuck. To debase and harm. [Lastly], I’m offering to fight your needs with my own. I’m willing to join you in the darkness and find pleasure in excruciating pain. I’m willing to be your monster, Q.”
    ― Pepper Winters, Tears of Tess

    “It’s hard for an educated woman to turn her head off. That’s part of the joy of being a submissive. None of the decisions are yours. When you can’t refuse anything and can’t even move, those voices in your head go silent. All you can do, and all you are permitted to do, is feel.“
    Cherise Sinclair

    “In the world there is nothing more submissive and weak than water. Yet for attacking that which is hard and strong nothing can surpass it.”
    Laozi

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  • There is a lot of talk in the lifestyle around trust. How the Dom must earn the trust of their sub.

    I trust Mister. He has integrity and follows through, he genuinely cares about my well being, and he is as open and honest as he can be. He is truly fantastic.

    What’s not talked about as much is how the Dom must also trust their sub. Trust them to speak up when they are at their most vulnerable. It takes courage to stand up for one’s self when in the submissive position. Being honest during and after a scene can be hard, but it is so important that often it is made part of the agreement.

    Mister empowers me. He encourages me and builds me up so that I can use my voice, even when it’s only a whisper. He validates my feelings and helps me work through them. He is deserving of everything I can possibly give to him.

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  • One of the most difficult things about being submissive is not obeying as some may think at first. No, it’s being completely open and honest with Mister at all times.

    Pain and punishments are only fleeting but opening myself up and bearing my soul, my inner most thoughts and my insecurities – that is something that is exposed forever.

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  • Punishment

    Lost the privilege of clothes today while at home alone for breaking one of my rules. When I did have to go out I was allowed clothes but no underwear. It wasn’t the most comfortable for me to be out and about without underwear but while I was acutely aware of how naked my pussy felt, it reminded me to always follow my rules. I shall do better. I want to always be my best for Mister.

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  • After such a big weekend, I shall feel no guilt at taking the day today for myself to rest, reflect and recuperate.

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  • It is really happening!!!!

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  • Just for today, be brave. Tomorrow will be what tomorrow is.

  • I am strong and independent. I am not forced – I choose.

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  • Rarely do I let my goofy childlike side come through. Sometimes I just need to let go and just be silly. I love that I can show that side to someone I trust.

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