Who am I? Am I the successful professional person that I have been and can be again? Am I this lost, confused and broken girl that has not been able to get past her past? Am I the dirty slut who can only be loved if I am sexually servicing a man? Am I a sweet cute girl who twirls and laughs in the sunshine?

Can I be loved?

Dirty Slut, filth whore. I am being paid with attention. I will get on my knees for it, beg for it, open my mouth wide for it. There’s nothing I wouldn’t do, I am desperate and needy.